it's funny...this thing called life...how all the pieces sometimes fall right into place. there are the times we struggle and fight ourselves to make them fit exactly how we want them. it's like trying to put a corner piece in the middle of the puzzle. or a square peg into a round hole. but there are also moments where we just sit back and watch everything paint out like a sunset over the mountains; we don't control it or have any bearing over it, but it makes our night.
i'm learning to enjoy the latter of the scenarios. the one in which i just hang on to what i know, what i feel, and watch the rest pan out. try not to plan and fight and struggle to make it all happen my way or in my time. life's been vastly different since that realization.
little by little, each piece of myself revealed, or each piece they reveal to me, make it easier to be happy, to be comfortable, to be me...we're getting there together. it's a scary path to walk. but it's so exciting. the fear is shadowed by that excitement and happiness.
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